maybe it's caused by the phases of the moon...

i don't know what i've been eating lately, or watching before i go to sleep, but i'm gonna have to stop... i've been having the weirdest dreams... in the past few nights i've dreamed that i was a wedding coordinator, and i dreamed that someone was in my house (again)... and last night's dream was the oddest, by far...

i dreamed that i was going to have a baby... EEEK!! no kidding... it was odd, for sure... and in my dream, my mom was so happy for me... she just kept taking me around town showing off my belly... i guess what makes it even weirder, is that, usually, in my family, if someone dreams of a birth, or pregnancy, there will be a death... and if someone dreams of a death, there will be a birth... we're just odd ppl i suppose... it just creeps me out knowing that all of my grandparents are in bad health... eh, who knows... the dream is probably just that... a dream...

things at work are still pretty boring... friday, neither of my officemates were at work, so i pretty much just goofed off... but they're both here today, so i've got to look busy...

chris isn't going to get to come up to visit like he had hoped... the flight coming here has been rescheduled for labor day weekend... and we're going to savannah that weekend... but it's okay, i'll get to see him pretty soon, anyway... and i'll see him again 2 weeks later...

i'm trying to prepare myself for the craziness of the next 6 months or so... chris will be moving around a lot for different training courses... i'm telling myself it will be kind of like when he did his summer thing at Tyndall... but hopefully he'll at least have a phone, and maybe occassional access to the internet... but if need be, i'm all for hand written letters...

i remember last year after graduation we had said, if we can make it through this next year, we'll be fine, and things will be better/easier... well, it's over a year later, and we're still "making it through"... i'm ready for some smooth sailing... *sigh*... as christopher would say, "soon babe, soon..."

well, back to my pretending to be busy... and trying to stay awake...